Dear God,
thank you for my cats...I love them so...each one is
so individual = personality wise...I woke up this morning
with Honey West on my side - literally on my body purring
very loudly the motor sound she makes...it makes me smile
I had a dream that my friend PM was putting on a show that
was funny, and asked me to partake in it...

I had another dream where I had a new boyfriend (older) and one of
my sisters and a friend (I can't remember who now) was there and I
was very shy around him and he me and there was marijuana involved
I was hiding behind the marijuana and I had to take a test as well...

Funny, I have a date tonight so what relevance does the dream have for me
God help me today and tonight in all my affairs, for I am fearful and excited
and I need your help in moving forward...not too fast but exactly at the speed
you recommend....

I have finished my first cup of coffee and am yearning for a second which I
will allow myself to have.

I have been good on my food plan this week, one glich, but not totally my
fault...I need God to help me with that as well

Thank you God for the call yesterday to be on a television show...
How funny, ironic and so pleasantly unexpected.
I'm beginning to feel more alive then I've felt in years
I now see the plan a little better, that I needed to recuperate
and be in my "monk" state for a couple of years so that I can
come out of my cocoon new and recharged...
Now I only want to trust that you are guiding me in all ways

My new kitty Nadia Comenici has already helped me in
so many ways...all my cats...I can truly see God in all
animals...they are the total embodiment of the divine

that which I make an earnest effort to see in all people
not always sucessfully, but then again, I am only human
and a cynical, skeptical yet optimistic one at that...

Do I ramble? Yeah, so? What are you going to do about it

Date at 7:00 sans cats...no one to protect me but my spirit
within to guide me...OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD...
What else can I say?

I have completed the second part of my morning practice for today

Thank you God for helping me in re-creating one so that I can stay
tuned, in tune with what is really important in life...at least for the first
hour of the day....you know, I know it's in and out for the next 15 hours or so....

Love,
Y